他的出现让我发现花痴的女人有多可怕。。

I heard of him the day I joined Siemens, when Kumar showed mi our team members chart.. He was away in Norway office to assist in a project then.. Then as the days passes, I heard of his name again from the BA ladies, as well as the project engineers... "Oh.. Bernardo.. Handsome chap.." "U lucky gal, got such a guy in your team.." Photos? None, the best part was Sharon said she managed to find a pic of him but when I saw it, I was like "Is this all u ladies have of him?? His backview??? Is he 赌神 or what??" Description of him from the ladies: Tall, Handsome, Cute... So this fella became a mysterious yet popular colleague whom I'm looking forward to meet.. So handsome meh?? Describe till like he's such a charmer... Occassionally, I will have the ladies asking mi when he's going to be back in office and etc.. No clue... So expectations of him are high..

And we finally met in end Sep, the day I walked into office.. The usual empty table across mine was occupied so I guessed it should be him... When we said Hello, the first thought hit mi.. "Are my expectations to high, or are the ladies too simple with their requirements?" No, he's not ugly but not that handsome la.. But definitely better looking than all the ang mohs in our department...

So, Mr B and I hit it off well amazingly... No hidden agenda or anything... We were just plain honest with each other, at least I was to him... We joked, we kicked each other... Bla bla bla... I know this wont last long as he'll soon have his own social circle of friends as time goes by... Anyway he's not my cup of tea, so who cares.. 不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有ma.. but I know there's someone out there eyeing that cup.... I know 'cos a woman's intuition is usually quite accurate... And this someone is no other than our big sis L... For the whole 3 months since I started work, I don't always see her dropping by our section.. Even when she did, she would usually be behind chatting with Sarah and never come to my table.. But when Bern returned, I see her almost everyday and she would be finding excuses to chat with mi while her eyes are prowling on him... He probably felt it, I don't know.. but I did.. it's so damn farking obvious till times I will tell her I'm really very busy at work and won't be able to entertain her.. if she wants to talk to him, please just go over to his side and stop loitering around my table as it's very distracting...

The theory of action and reaction

I guess Lipton is a really good catch as people whom I'm close with have been trying to 'educate' mi in settling down.. Be initiative! Be xiao nu ren a bit!

Well, I do have find him a mr nice guy but then sometimes I will think whether if he's the one or does he like me too?

Teacher Wong says can observe from Lipton's action that he does have some interest la.. Why? Cos when we were at the Wongz habitat, I had accidentally hit my head against the sofa board and natural reaction made mi said "ouch" though it's not painful.. But next moment, I felt his hand rubbing the same spot of my head where I got hit.. Inside mi, I was quite taken aback as I never expect him to do that but I pretended nothing happened....

So comes the Action & Reaction teaching over dinner last Sun and Teacher said my reactions are too independent for Lipton to proceed with another action..

Absence does not make the heart fonder

It's been almost 2 years since he left for Chicago, 1 year since I last saw him... He is a good friend of mine; someone whom I used to adore and look up to for he is smart and talented...

Our whatsapp msgs initially were almost daily, keeping each other updated about our "activities" though there's a 13-14hr time difference.. As he started school, things got busier for him.. Work at STTP then got frustrating for mi too that sometimes I just don't feel like replying to his msgs of how's work and life? What can I say other than work sucks big time and getting replies from him that says, "See.. I told you before, dun join ST and u never listen to mi.. Now regret and complain.." I don't need that additional reminder which will not help mi pull thru the day at work..

There are times when I just felt like letting go and tell him to f off, but those are the times when I think I had serious PMS... ahahah... which I'm glad I'm able to hold back till now.. However, I find that I don't have that patience with him anymore when he said something which I find it quite senseless though he thinks otherwise.. I'll just choose to ignore after reading it and not reply then if I don't want to.. I felt like I was just purely entertaining him for the sake of keeping our friendship alive..

We probably drifted apart emotionally over time unknowningly, like how a kid would never be close to the parent he/she seldom sees..

My 38 lunch kakis...

To know how amazingly 38 my lunch kakis are, it's easy.. Just tell one and the others will know.. If I'm lucky enough, it'll probably stay within the trio.. If i'm not, probably their whole team will know..

It started when I mentioned to W that I'm going to catch a movie with a guy friend.. It was just a simple answer to a question from her during lunch about where I'm going after work.. And within the next hour after we returned, the others knew about it.. It was a trap for mi to walk into when I had to pop over to their side to get their boss' signature.. They eyed mi like a lion eyeing its prey and started questioning what movie am I going for and where, how's the guy like, his job, his looks, his characters and most imptly is he single and eligible.. blah blah blah... =S Survey questions, which I am barely interested to answer.. Luckily that day was a busy one, with mi rushing to meet a dateline so most questions went unanswered as I walked away..

The day after was even worse, they wanted details as what we did, what time was the movie, did he send mi home after, did i enjoy his company.. O.M.G! I felt like a superstar under the persuasive pursuing of the paparazzi!! but luckily i know how to handle these info-hungry 38s and fed them very superficial answers to close the case.. Them knowing my character, I don't want to say means they wont be able to dig any further. Period. So I'm glad they stopped eventually..

If anyone is interested to know, all I'm gonna say is yes i do enjoy his company. =)

Feeling emo

Arrghh.. I'm just feeling emo and I'm sure it's not due to PMS...

Recently, I've been hearing talks abt reorg in our dept and the plan is to having the proposal team where I am to merge with the project execution team which is as good as breaking up the Snow White & 7 Dwarves family come 1st October...

I hope it's all just talks only... We shall see when the day comes, and I hope it will never happen..

I don't want to be adopted, I don't want the mini family to split up...