Insomnia...

2.08am - Dead tired but can't sleep.. Has been lying on my bed for the past two hrs, and Im still wide awake. :(

Having close my eyes.. Listening to soft music.. Counting sheeps, goats, cows, horses... Using the sleep spray.. Nothing seems to help..

惨了。。 又是一个失眠夜。。 

2012 Q1

Looking back, it's been a long time since I last did a write.. I don't mean the last which was posted like less than 24hrs ago.. But the last last which was done in Dec 2011..

New job since June 2011 has made me felt like I am now a married woman.. Married to Siemens because that's where I spent most of time, other than my own home.. Though my working hours are now longer than before during STTP days, I am nonetheless happier with the current situation.. Goodbye to micro-management team, and hello to "you're an adult and you manage your own time" culture.. This is where I should belong and probably explained why time seems to pass faster.. 好的事情，时间永远留不住。。

and it's now April 2012...

I still remember 1st Jan 2012 seeing fireworks display in Yishun and that's the first time I ever see it in person for an annual New Year celebration.. Same day, Florence delivered Rachael..

Then CNY in Feb, my first work trip to Bangkok.. It was nice to have the chance to catch up with Eaky, my "ex-bodyguard", afer leaving RELL. Getting to know more Thai friends through Siemens, plus forging a stronger friendship with Aksara whom our team nicknamed "Darlie girl" for her wide cheerful smile each time she passes by our department. I <3 Thais, and I mean it.. In this month of love, we also welcomed Ryan and Aubrey into this complicated world..

March was the most eventful, 2 weddings and 2 babies first month celebration.. managed to made it to all, except for Yvette's wedding which unfortunately I had to skip it due to health reasons.. And this is also the month where I think I made the most output in 30yrs of my life!! Sadly, 好的事情始终会有坏事跟随着.. I got news of my mentor in STTP collapsed due to heart attack and was in critical condition.. Everyday, everyone prayed for him.. And he miraculously woke up just when his family wanted to pull out the life support machine.. But days later, he passed on peacefully.. I wonder if this is what people referenced as 回光返照？To see his family one last time before he returns to God.. May he found peace..

April, I am finally going for a holiday in Taiwan.. How will it turn out, I'm not sure..

希望这次的心情之旅过后，我能转转运也能找到最终真正的人生目标！

因为不舒服, 所以睡不着。。 所以又开始写了。。

最近的我。。 肠胃不知发生了什么事。。 不是肚子疼,就是胀风。。好辛苦哦。。 现在半夜三更睡不着。。也就这样, 写了我今年的第一篇。。 短短的一篇。。 那几个字足以形容我现在的感受。。 希明天会更好。 雯