请珍惜这种女孩

Read this off the Weibo yesterday.. and I felt it seems to be describing mi! Hahaha!!! 【请珍惜这种女孩】她其实有点懒，喜欢赖床。她其实不太乖，喜欢捣蛋。 她在陌生人面前会很安静，很冷漠，在熟人面前却很放肆，很霸道，并喜欢没形象的哈哈大笑。 她也会偶尔的忧郁， 朋友问她怎么了， 她也只会说没事。 其实她只是感觉累了，她只是需要一个拥抱。

Us

People has been concern. People has been curious. Questions faced recently. "Are u seeing someone?" - No "Are u dating that guy whom u went Taiwan with?" - No "He seems like a nice guy, any chance?" - Dunno, maybe? We are just two good frenz who can click n hang out comfortably together. What happens in future no one knows..

我是刺猬

就这样,我们越走越靠近。。 也更了解彼此。。 那几天, 谢谢你的陪伴,贴心和关心。。 我感受到了, 可是你忘了我们只是朋友。。 也应为这样, 我开始出现刺猬的心态。。 也因为这心态, 我不小心伤害了你。。对不起。

Insomnia...

2.08am - Dead tired but can't sleep.. Has been lying on my bed for the past two hrs, and Im still wide awake. :(

Having close my eyes.. Listening to soft music.. Counting sheeps, goats, cows, horses... Using the sleep spray.. Nothing seems to help..

惨了。。 又是一个失眠夜。。 

2012 Q1

Looking back, it's been a long time since I last did a write.. I don't mean the last which was posted like less than 24hrs ago.. But the last last which was done in Dec 2011..

New job since June 2011 has made me felt like I am now a married woman.. Married to Siemens because that's where I spent most of time, other than my own home.. Though my working hours are now longer than before during STTP days, I am nonetheless happier with the current situation.. Goodbye to micro-management team, and hello to "you're an adult and you manage your own time" culture.. This is where I should belong and probably explained why time seems to pass faster.. 好的事情，时间永远留不住。。

and it's now April 2012...

I still remember 1st Jan 2012 seeing fireworks display in Yishun and that's the first time I ever see it in person for an annual New Year celebration.. Same day, Florence delivered Rachael..

Then CNY in Feb, my first work trip to Bangkok.. It was nice to have the chance to catch up with Eaky, my "ex-bodyguard", afer leaving RELL. Getting to know more Thai friends through Siemens, plus forging a stronger friendship with Aksara whom our team nicknamed "Darlie girl" for her wide cheerful smile each time she passes by our department. I <3 Thais, and I mean it.. In this month of love, we also welcomed Ryan and Aubrey into this complicated world..

March was the most eventful, 2 weddings and 2 babies first month celebration.. managed to made it to all, except for Yvette's wedding which unfortunately I had to skip it due to health reasons.. And this is also the month where I think I made the most output in 30yrs of my life!! Sadly, 好的事情始终会有坏事跟随着.. I got news of my mentor in STTP collapsed due to heart attack and was in critical condition.. Everyday, everyone prayed for him.. And he miraculously woke up just when his family wanted to pull out the life support machine.. But days later, he passed on peacefully.. I wonder if this is what people referenced as 回光返照？To see his family one last time before he returns to God.. May he found peace..

April, I am finally going for a holiday in Taiwan.. How will it turn out, I'm not sure..

希望这次的心情之旅过后，我能转转运也能找到最终真正的人生目标！